|It has been great, awesome actually - (awesome is over-used BTW..) ;}} (Have I over-used the smiley guy?)
BUT FOR MANY reasons, along with my own set of life problems, inability to cope, numerous insecurities..(most usually unfounded & unreasonable), I am leaving this site. I know I've said it many times before, but this time I mean it.
ONE THING I would like to say. I've offended many people with my callous remarks over the years. There is one person I would like to address: PAUL PRINCE - PLEASE ACCEPT MY HUMBLE APOLOGY. I WAS WRONG. I GET A BIT FULL OF MYSELF IN MY REDNECK ATTIDUDE AND AROGANCE. I DON'T ALWAYS HAVE TO BE RIGHT. WHAT WE HAD WAS A FAILURE TO COMMUNICATE. YOU HAD VALID QUESTIONS/POINTS. IN THIS FORUM I HAVE LOST SITE OF THE GOAL. LOST SITE OF WHAT IT'S ALL ABOUT. MY PERSONALITY DEFECT CAUSED ME TO "OVER-DO" IT I'M AFRAID. ANYWAY, IT PAINED ME GREATLY WHEN WE TALKED LAST. I BEG YOUR FORGIVENESS.
My wife has been diagnosed this week with conjestive heart failure.
She should be in the hospital, but is trying to seek a REDUCTION of the fluid around her heart with medication. A friend from HS I played football with has advanced prostrate cancer. My best friend, the best person you could ever know. FATHER OF TWO YOUNG BOYS. HE IS A BROTHER IN CHRIST. Is say this not to convert anyone. I just want whatever friends I have here to know my beliefs..On top of it all
My chihuahua Daisy went to the vets today for removal of a tumor in her mammary glands..Malignant. We take so much for granted. Life is transient at best.
I use to think large dogs were the only meaningful expression of a dog. No more. I think dogs are Gods gift to man. SMALL SMART CUTE FAST, AGILE, DEVOTED..NEED I GO ON?
Anyway I digress. I'm not focused. I beg your understanding
I'm not a particularly emotional man, but of late I find it hard to shoot anything..(actually "shoot" should be done away with).
WE "CREATE" AN IMAGE, AND ARE ARTISTS ONE AND ALL.
IF YOU ARE NOT A BELEVER, JUST SHOW ME TOLERANCE & UNDERSTANDING.
If you believe in the resurrection as I do, and that Christ rose on the third day, pray for me.
Sorry to inject religion here, but at this time...well it's what sustains me.....I like alot of dots.....it gives me pause :)
See ya on the rebound and my best wishes in all your creations.