I am very, very sorry to hear about your problems and I hope things will settle down eventually. My thoughts are with you, your wife and your loved ones. I'll keep my fingers crossed for you. Please don't give up on photography but rather seek comfort in it. I hope we will remain to have contact in some way. I know I haven't e-mailed you in a long time nor have I logged into this site often in the past months to look at your astonishing photos, but I sincerely hope this doesn't mean we have to say goodbye forever.
All the best!
@Sandy; you should be ashamed of yourself for writing the words you wrote. Howard belongs to most respected people of this site, a backbone member and a lot of people will miss him now he's gone. Howard was around when this site started. He's one of the most friendly, sincere and skilled people attending this site. How dare you question his sincerity and then your words about his wife ... Shame on you Sandy! I hope you decide to leave this asap.