I'm very sorry to hear your bad news. I hope that everything works out for you.
I will have you in my mind and my thoughts will be with you, even if I'm not a beliver.
We have became Friends during the past years, and I will miss you if you leave and I'm not the only one, a lot of members seen you as a mentor.
I hope you just take a break from TN as long sa you need and return when you can.