You are one of the most cherished members here on Trek Nature.Your leaving TN is really sad for lot of other members like me who are less skilled and learn a lot from you. Your posts , Notes & critiques were always excellent.
I hope that this phase will also pass away soon & prey to almighty to give strenght to you to copeup with tough times & May your wife get well soon.
I still hope to see you back here someday when everything gets allright,
my best wishes to you,